My curse

My curse
I was too long ,under the shadow of hate which create me
In the eternal sorrow of light, which forge my soul and he made me
As a monster thirsty for blood I was be
As a Machine of suffering I couldn't see
Blinded my eyes with a painful swords which prevent me to be free
I'm drowning under the waves of the memories which drove me to the insanity

I dig up the floor to bury my madness early
My feet taken me to the sanitarium lately
Many thing should to be
Those things will take me to the safety
But they was lost in the hills of my forgo

I'm too dark , Too gloomy
Once ..... I just ....want to be glad ........ I just.....want to be happy
What can I did
Loneliness was my curse
That why I shouldn't be .......to see.......my misery
# Posted on Wednesday, 23 January 2008 at 4:53 PM
Edited on Thursday, 01 May 2008 at 7:12 PM

Envy the dead

Envy the dead
As the dumb stars in the sky I can heard your cries
I can see my soul drowning itself in the memories of those old days.
Hoarse of the grief of this loneliness which cannot make the happiness to my despair
I begged the death to kiss me, and he gave at me a hatefully stare
Angel of mercy lefted me between life and death and he flew too far

Tears of miss fallen on the ground
I can't wait you my angel any more
I heard a silent whisper coming from the door
I see your blood running on the floor
Your wings are broken from this pain and agony
You gave me this heavy dress and you fade away




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# Posted on Saturday, 26 January 2008 at 7:05 PM
Edited on Thursday, 01 May 2008 at 7:05 PM

serenade of sorrow

serenade of sorrow
As the years of loss and despair
As the fallen tears of pain and fear
As the moon hidden between the fogs
As the silent scream of my tortured soul
As I was foreign in the land of sorrow
As the snow of melancholy strike my heart with the hummer of doom
As the beach of sadness buried my hopes under his sand
He toke my spirit from me ; I wish if I was dead
# Posted on Wednesday, 16 April 2008 at 10:26 AM
Edited on Thursday, 01 May 2008 at 7:01 PM

Nor heaven nor hell , Only sky above !!!!

Nor heaven nor hell , Only sky above !!!!
I think that GOD prevent many people to make the end of them life and make the good to each other , I think that humans need many thing , in the earlier of them life no one care about GOD cause our mother gave us what we need and when we grow-up we find that our mom cannot give us all what we need , So , we started to think about something , something bigger , stronger and powerful . so we creat I donaw Spirits , Gods , God "SOMEONE" to pray to cause we believe complitlly in a divine power which come from above there where no one can go .always the human choose something difficulte to get to cause as Jean Paul Sartre said ' Human you are just a rat " !!!
Did we steel childs ? did we need our moms ? can we just use our brain and think wisely if ther's really someone who creat us ? But if ther's someone he's perfect so he must creat somethin' perfect don't he ?? hen!! so where did we get this unperfection , someones'll say God want that so he want he desire he think he feel if God do all that wher's his perfection so we need an other hero an other God cause this one he need he need he neeeeeeeeed !!! If God himself need , He is not perfect did anyone can imagine God not perfect ?? I dont think soo .
"God really exist but his existence it's in his inexistence" cause as I think the perfection it's the inexistence that what made me a Logical Atheist or an Agnostic
# Posted on Saturday, 28 June 2008 at 8:08 PM

Greed

More time I need
More hate I'll feed
Tears must be fall
Blood must be run
And It'll be never enough
Can't be never enough


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# Posted on Thursday, 03 July 2008 at 1:45 AM
Edited on Friday, 11 July 2008 at 2:07 AM